Week 3 My life found in a book

If I went to a bookstore with a book that had my name on it, I dont exactly know how I'd react. I dont think I would want to read it because I would forever know what to expect. I wouldnt want to know because if something was to happen and I forced it to come sooner, it might change the way my story would be. I might reread the chapters of my last relationships to see how I was and know what I felt. But other than that, I wouldn't want to read the book. I want the mystery of life. Whatever happens happens. I fear death in itself so I wouldn't want to know how I died. I would only get depressed and dread how long I knew I was going to live for. Its like Oh... I only have 60 years left :/ ... I hate talking about these subjects.