Week 16 My year

January 2016- I recently started watching anime around this time and completely was hooked on so many. We had the lock in this month I think and that was fun.
February 2016- Track started this month and we did conditioning. Literally I was the biggest potato in the world. I complained the whole time.
March 2016- We had our first track meet this month so that was pretty fun.
April 2016- I turned 16 this month and didn't have a sweet 16.
May 2016- Finals this month were ew... Track ended this month. Unfortunately I didn't make it to state. I broke up with my boyfriend after 1 year and 1 day when I found out he was cheating yet again on me with his best friend (girl). Then I started talking to Jon and started dating him on the 21st.
June 2016- I did a summer workout with Daubs
July 2016- I got a cat and named Bella <3 !! The summer workout continued. I hung out with my boyfriend like all the time this month.
August 2016-  Boyfriend broke up with me not really for any good reason at the beginning of this month so it was the worst break up I went through. I was a literal wreck I didn't eat, hardly slept, lost a lot of weight, was dehydrated, looked sick but I also made a lot of friends this month to help me though. I joined Cross Country and had our first meet this month. Started a squad with Joe, Rachel, Hannah and David.
September 2016- I had terrible shin splints and knee pain to where I had to wear shin splints and a knee brace to school. I was out of everything for 3-4 weeks.
October 2016- Went with the Squad to a haunted house. I was a wind dancer for Halloween. Rachel left our squad for a boy. hahahhahahahahaha
November 2016- I went to Texas for Thanksgiving. I started dating Brody on the 28th! :D
December 2016-  This month has been alright. I'm going to Texas again for Christmas. We also have finals this month. Its so ew, just like Fahs.

Overall this year was pretty balanced with the good and bad. This 2017 year, I'm going to try not to care as much as I used to. I'm not dealing with stupid crap anymore. Tired of being so nice and no one appreciating it.

Week 15 Snowmen

The coolest thing I've done/made in the snow was like a hay bale of snow. I was able to roll the snow into one of those round balls. It literally cleared the whole ground to the grass. I got the idea to make a snowman out of it and started making the second one but when I finished, it was so heavy I couldn't lift it. I also went to the baseball diamond at Half Moon and made a heart in the snow. I have also made an igloo before and was able to get in and out of it pretty well. My favorite snow is the hard, thick, deep snow that looks like plates of snow when you step on it. I love the sound of it. If I had to create something out of snow without it going away, I think I would make a castle of snow. I think that would be pretty cool, and make it a fun place to go that people would pay for. Or, I would make a huge snowman where we would need machines to help.

Week 14 Trap Doors To Go Under My School??

So being the idiot that I would be, I find a trap door at school in hudsons and decided to go inside and explore. First I would take Paige Seibert, Brods and Rylan Brown. We start going down and its so dark. When I hit the floor the lights automatically turn on like the caves with the fire automatically lighting up.  Curious, we walked along that hallway path thing. Its the same exact school but in a parallel universe kinda. Like everything is the opposite and its creepy. Old people go to school. Then 4-5 years after they finish school they die (Showing that we start school around 4-5). Kids were the teachers. Food was automatically made on the tray when thought of. There were deformed cats walking around the floors. The Janitors were dogs barely cleaning the floors like usual. The art room was plain and art was black and white. The principal was a robot. The floors were the ceilings and the ceilings were the floor. Immediately we all freak out. And run back up to the real world. We all decided to keep it our own personal secret so we dont have a million people trying to go down there. At least for now.

Week 13 Me Parade

If I had to make a parade in my honor, it would really be a mess. I would have so many bands there to play my favorite songs by them. I would have floats to show every one of my passions and my artworks. I would have floats to show off my placement in school. I'd show my future career in life and what I want to be. I would have a float for the girl sprinters in the Olympic relays to show I'm going to be like them one day. I'm going to have a float for Texas because you cant have enough of Texas, where I was born. I would have a black float to show my soul color. Then I would have a glitter float because well glitter. I would have an obese cat float because I FREAKING LOVE CATS and it would be the best float there. I would be in the middle of the float parade high above the floats in a king chair because well it would be cool. The float would go straight through Washburn. I would have people throw out large candy bars because well I don't have to pay for it and if there was extras I would get them. I would also throw paper cut outs of my face on a stick because who doesn't need me on a stick in their homes? They can call me the girl jalapeno on a stick. The jalapena on a stick. (Spanish buds should get it)

Week 12 Roses and Thorns

Lets see... This passed week would be good to try to do a roses and thorns thing.
Last Wednesday (since I'm writing this on Wednesday 12/7) - I think I was hanging out with Brody that day because why not, that's what I always do.
Last Thursday - I made $20 for babysitting my moms friend. As I am currently.
Last Friday- I was suppose to go to the basketball game against Roanoke and Eureka but Brody's truck literally broke and we couldn't go so we just hung out for a while.
Saturday- I had to go to the Ark in Lacon to give back papers for my cat I got in July. WE KNEW OUR PAPERS WERE WRONG THE WHOLE TIME BUT THEY WERE LIKE NOOOOO THEY'RE RIGHT. And I walked in and got my real papers. They tried to tell me my cat was almost 3 years old when I got her. We took her to the vet as you should when you adopt an animal and they didn't even think she was 3.I read my papers and NOPE SHE WAS 11 MONTHS when I got her. Then I came home and laid down the rest of the day because my parents wouldn't let me do anything.
Sunday- I was suppose to go to a wedding with Brody's family but it snowed pretty bad so we didn't want to take the chance and we just chilled and Brody made me dinner.
Monday- School... gross... No... I came home and that's pretty much it
Tuesday- same thing
Today- I'm babysitting and then going to go see Brody for a few to figure out what I'm going to secretly give him for his birthday that he doesn't have..

So my weekend didn't go as plan at all. Plus everyone in my family is sick so I've been trying to stay away from them.

But throughout this whole week has been some drama.
1. I have had to deal with an on and off relationship with someone who I don't mind right now. But everyone knows who this is and well yeah. Lots of drama between that and I just want it to end but everything seems to be going well with this person.
2. This drama has to deal with my family. I don't wanna get too into detail because this is the internet and no one needs to know my business but yeah. Just tired of a lot.
3. Some tensions now and then with some friends but its mainly who's on their period what week which is normal.

Week 11 Mind Reading

If I had to choose someones mind to follow for a day, I feel like I would choose different friends. I don't know, I don't think I could just choose one person. I would read a few people to see how upset some people actually were or if they were bluffing for attention. I would read some to see what they think about on the daily basis because it's crazy to see what people think about. Like we say "Penny for your thoughts" and sometimes people leave out a lot of detail and I would like to be able to secretly know it. Or you would have someone walk up to you and you would already know what they were going to say and you say it to them before they say it. I would also read Brody and Evan J's mind because their minds seem to trail off at random moments and just listening probably would make my brain malfunction. Still would be a fun experience.

Week 10 If I was a ghost

If I was a ghost I would probably be both friendly and scary. I would probably hitch hike rather than stay in one place. I would probably end up on TV for being the legit ghost from Haunted House. I would throw items around to show people that I was here and try to mess with peoples phones. Then I would follow the family around and then move to their neighbors and so on. But if I saw someone struggling, I feel like I would try to be a nice ghost and help them. That person probably would be made fun of or called crazy but at least they would have me because I'm perfect and who wouldn't want me to stalk them after I die? (jk) I feel like I would be the ghost who if someone bullied a person, I would find the bullys house and haunt them and be the next true story movie that no one believes. I feel like it would be fun to be a ghost.

Week 9 Lamp Wishing

I get 3 wishes to wish on but not for myself.

1) My first wish would be that my friend Rachel would find someone who is worthy of her time. One who wont waste her time. She deserves to be happy. She's been through a lot and dealt with players and it can get stressful at times for her. (update: She got a boyfriend now and she seems pretty happy but everyone just doesn't like the fact they are back together)

2) My second wish would be for my family to not have any health problems. There wouldn't have cancer for my grandmother and she would live for another 30 years. My mother wouldn't have Ulcerative Colitis anymore and be healed so no more pain. My family wouldn't have metal nuts and bolts and plates and whatever else they have to help their pain but rather just be healed and better. No one would have acne or vision problems. Just a happy ol life.

3) My last wish would be that a certain someone (not naming names) would get over their recent ex and seek the one who truly cares about them. (not giving out this persons name either) The one who wants them to realize what kind of person they are and that they are different. All this person wants to do is destroy and make their ex's life terrible. This person wants to become more fit and more attractive so that maybe their ex will regret their decision and then they will shoot them down. I hope they get out of that mentality soon because I know someone who adores that person dearly that would like to talk to them.

Week 8 A place called home

There are many places that I consider to be home.
I like to think that Hot Topic is my home. When I went to homecoming in princeville a few weeks ago we went all dressed up to the mall (the only people dressed up) and we went into Hot Topic and we all walked in saying I'M HOME!!!... If only everything was free.
I like to think when I'm with my friends outside my actual home is home. I'm not saying my home is all that bad, but I would rather just not be there. I think my home is boring and all the bad situations I'm in or stress and anger still lead me to the same house. A different scenery to me is a better home for me if that makes sense.
I like to think that my mind is home. My mind to me has the balance of good and the bad. In my brain and my thoughts I picture home to be where im in a certain situation with someone. Generally with my crush. A place where I can be myself and see the person that makes me smile so much. (Although he doesn't know lol) Basically where I see myself in the future is already the place I call home. I just see myself listening to music and drawing or looking at the stars or I see myself in loose clothing watching a movie with food in front of me with lots of blankets with that person. My mind is so vast and I'd rather live the life in my mind.

Week 7 Where's Waldo

Waldo has been hiding in the Tv's of our homes. He has appeared in many of our TV shows and we didnt even know. He's appeared in American Horror Story, Pretty Little Liars and even How I met your mother. I started to see him appear in some of the shows years ago. I noticed he was in the pilot of Pretty Little Liars and the season start ups of AHS. He has been seen in reruns and the final season of How I met your mother too. I remember seeing him in Evan Peters luscious hair in Hotel. He was a full sized character sitting in the coffee shop of pretty little liars and he was seen in Barney's room in HIMYM. If you dont believe me just go back and watch the episodes from the very beginning.

Week 6 Villians at highschool

I feel like Orochimaru from Naruto would be interesting with the way his character played throughout the anime. Orochimarus parents died when he was real young and he set out to have more power and learn all the justu's out there so he was always just twisted. I feel like Orochiamaru didn't have friends but had many people that didn't mess with him because he would have probably killed them all. I bet he wasn't involved in anything school related but training to become stronger when he got home. I feel like he was remembered by the person you wanted to stay away from because he would beat you up. Like something you wouldn't miss about high school. The quote by his picture would probably be "All things that form eventually decay"

Week 5 My Teacher as Teenagers

I love all of my teachers but thinking about them as teens is interesting. Now these are just based off their character and kind of personality and how they treat people

Nauman- I feel like Nauman was the one who was smart. The one in the front of the classroom. The one who can be kinda sneaky and funny but didnt want to be caught doing it because you didnt want to get in trouble. The one who would actively do something instead of taking a load off at home. She would probably be someone id be friends with.

Burris- I feel like he was a sports guy. He was the one who talked about sports with his friends. At school he would probably be the one in the back. I feel like he was not a trouble maker but more of the one staying out of everyones business and doing what he's suppose to until he can go home. He would probably be the one that I wouldnt mind being friends with but feel so awkward when im with his group.

Devlin- I feel like Devlin is the softhearted mom-like person in the class. She's the one who would be friends with anyone who needed it. She'd probably be the one interested in many clubs and things. Listens to music and is very informative and puts her time into things seriously. I feel like I definitely would be her friend.

Krohn- I feel like Krohn was the one who had many friends. One who was kinda into school but not like OMG YES. I feel like she wasnt really into sports but more into art and electronics and music. I feel like she'd be like the one who was kinda the weird one in class to see her friends smile and not into the drama of everyone else. Id probably be her friend.

Hudson- I feel like Hudson was the quiet creepy one into music and doodles in the back of the classroom minding her own business. The one who just likes to deep think a lot and makes everyone question their exsistence. One you didnt want to mess with because you didnt know what she was capable of. She'd be like Mandy from Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy. I would probably be her friend in highschool.

Rowold- I feel like Rowold was the goody two shoes in the class. She was always the one to raise her hand and answer any math questions in 3.14 seconds. I feel like she's the one who doesnt want to have fun because it would get you into trouble. She'd be like "Nooo you know thats wrong, why dont we do math problems instead, it'll be beneficial for our test in 3 months." I feel like she never left her room. This is the type of person my parents would want me to hangout with but I look at them and am like ehhhh.. Jk I would probably be her friend. Feels nice to have a decent convo with someone thats not dealing with drama or drugs.

Week 4 Zombie Outbreak

If there was a Zombie Outbreak I wouldn't honestly know what to do. I would be so nervous to even go outside. I feel like although I'd be a little scared I would still be strong enough to kill any zombies if it meant surviving. I would also take this time to kill anyone that I hate before they kill me. I wouldn't care if they were someone to help, I am not taking any chances. I guess to kill them you would need to shoot them in the head like any other horror story says. Id say since they weren't here yet, and my neighborhood would be safe, so I would try to order a tall fence with chicken wire to keep us safe, I'd tell my mom and dad we need to steal all the food and water we can from Walmart and bring it back. We would use all 3 cars to go and gather what we can. We would grow indoor plants to also stay safe because winters coming. We would steal gas and equipment we may need. I would try to find everyone I knew and loved enough to bring them back and try to fight along with us as well. We would rebuild our society and group. I hope the world wouldn't have to deal with that any day.

Week 3 My life found in a book

If I went to a bookstore with a book that had my name on it, I dont exactly know how I'd react. I dont think I would want to read it because I would forever know what to expect. I wouldnt want to know because if something was to happen and I forced it to come sooner, it might change the way my story would be. I might reread the chapters of my last relationships to see how I was and know what I felt. But other than that, I wouldn't want to read the book. I want the mystery of life. Whatever happens happens. I fear death in itself so I wouldn't want to know how I died. I would only get depressed and dread how long I knew I was going to live for. Its like Oh... I only have 60 years left :/ ... I hate talking about these subjects.

Week 2 Teenage Myths

1. "You're all addicted to social media. You wouldn't last a day without your phones/internet."

I would say that I'm not addicted to social media, I can go without it as long as I can go hangout with friends to occupy my time. Its boring to just sit at home and not do anything so there I resort to everything online. But I would say I'm addicted to music. I cant live without that. 

2. "When I was your age, we actually had to work hard. Teens these days are all lazy."

I hate this one. My parents say this all the time. If it was my choice I would get a job at 14. If it was my choice I would love to go out and do more things but my parents say no to most things and it makes me upset. It's like IM TRYING TO DO THINGS AND NOT BE LAZY BUT WHENEVER I TRY TO DO SOMETHING YOU SAY NO!!!

3. "You're just too young to understand anything about life."

This one I do kind of believe because they have been through it all but in my opinion I think that if we want to figure it out for ourselves then let us. What are we going to tell our children when they ask about something you could never do because our parents would let us. Or if they want to know something in specific, what are we suppose to say? I dont know ask grandma/grandpa, they always told me no. 

4. "Teens these days dont know how to do anything if there was an emergency"

This one is true but not. A lot of people do know what to do. But some people dont. Plus if there was an emergency we could just call 911 or even look up what to do until someone can help. The power of the internet is literally in our hands. Its the new generation, our elders back when they were younger didnt have what we do today. And when were older there will probably be things for our children that we didnt have. 

5. "When I was your age, we helped others. You kids only care about yourselves." 

This is kinda a lie to me. I tend to help others before myself. And I know thats wrong but still. I think others are more important than I. I would do anything for my friends in a heart beat, but wouldn't fix my own problem before my friends. I dont know thats how I am and my parents hate it but oh well. 

Week 1 - How Schools Going...

I think that this school year is going pretty well. I wanted school to actually start earlier. I went through a break up 2 weeks before school started and I just wanted school to distract me because everything that I did wouldn't get my mind off of things. Now, I am feeling a lot better with people around me. I started filling out my calendar for the next few months and I love seeing it filled with plans and sports. I've never really had a lot of plans and seeing that makes me really happy. I joined cross country and I regret it already. It's really hot and my muscles hurt without rest. I want to be valedictorian of the class because it would make me feel like I've accomplished/worked for something these 4 years in school. I also have a long term goal to become a Summer Olympian of 2024/2028. I'm going to work hard for the next 8 years to achieve this. Overall just becoming a better person.