Week 32 Last blog

Most Interesting Part: Either laughing fits or the random moments when we would get off track of topic

Least Favorite Part: reading

Thing I Learned or Improved Upon the Most: probably grammar?

Favorite Memory: Cant think of anything specific at the moment but most of the times when you died laughing are times to remember

Best Thing About Hudson as a Teacher: How interesting you make the class and energetic you are when you teach your favorite things even if we don't like it

Thing Hudson Could Improve for Future Classes: Fix those grammar errors in the midweek powerpoints

Any Final Comments for Hudson: Brody is next to me currently procrastinating his English assignment and he says Hi Hudson.

Week 31 Words from me

OKAY FUTURE JUNIORS, LISTEN UP! You are now becoming upperclassmen. It's time to step up and be the bigger people. Ya'll need to be more mature and stop all the drama if you want to have a fun year. Be involved/participate in things. DO CONCESSIONS. IF YOU WANT TO GO ON YOUR CLASS TRIP AND HAVE A NICE PROM, WORK YOUR HOURS. Ya'll have two years left. Don't start getting lazy now. If you're being lazy now, its time to step up get out of that habit. DON'T PROCRASTINATE ANYTHING. Show the underclassmen how to act. Be an example for others. But most of all, have a great year because I'd say I had a fun one.

Week 30 Who am I?

I had a freak accident that I knew would happen and I chose 5 people to trust to tell me all about myself in case I forgot. I chose Brody, Paige, Jessica, my parents and the spud buds

Brody would be in charge of telling me about my social life. I would trust him to tell me all my friends and my relationships with people. He may not know all the people that I'm friends with but he could tell me my passwords to my phone and accounts for me to see who was my friends. I'd trust him because he's my boyfriend and I feel like he could explain what happened to me along with my relationship aspect.

Paige would be in charge of telling me about my goofy side/drama side. Me and her have the best jokes and I can go to her for any problem in general. She could tell me who I have beef with or had beef with.

Jessica would be in charge of telling me about my mentality and spirit. I would 100% trust her to tell me who I am on the inside. She could tell me my flaws and the best part about me. She could tell me if I was likable.

My parents would be in charge of telling me about everything that's happened to me in general at home. What accomplishments I've had and my young life.

The spud buds would be in charge of telling me about my athletic life/professional aspects. They would tell me what I was interested in and what I was good at. They could tell me about how my grades were as well.

Week 29 Class Adventure

I'm going to tell you about the time the juniors were given the opportunity to go on a junior class trip in a submarine. Now let me tell you about this submarine. It was HUGE. It fit our entire class inside with like mini apartments inside and a storage of supplies and food that we will need on our trip. This submarine was built with the sturdiest of materials and there is no way it could break or be damaged at any depth of the ocean or artillery coming at us. This submarines outer shell was sturdy glass so that we could see the ocean as we traveled. We started our trip the same day the seniors did their trip and we got 2 days and one night. we left SUPER early that morning to go to the docks to start this journey. On the way there we discussed bedroom assignments and plans. We all enjoyed ourselves as we had new sea foods and tropical foods to try. We also went deeper then any submarine possible and we got to see what lies underneath in the dark areas of the undiscovered part in the ocean. In the end, I could definitely say that it was probably WAY better than the seniors trip and it was one to remember. 

Week 28 To my best friends

Dear Brody,

I'd say you're my best friend and my boyfriend. We technically been friends for a long while now and always been there for each other. We have given each other advice when it was needed and helped through break ups and hard times. Now that we've been dating for a little over 4 months now, its been great. You have motivated me to do so many things. You're helping me with art ideas and bringing me back to an old passion I had that was lost a few months ago. You'll eventually help me with my photography career. You're even going to help me become a better sprinter. I enjoy every moment with you, even if its just a day where we aren't even talking and just watching TV. Thank you for making me smile daily and push me harder to be better each day. I love you(:

Dear Paige,
You're my best friend. You have been there for me through everything. We even get mad at each other now and then over my moods and stuff but we come out friends in the end. We really started becoming friends when Brody and I started dating and you and Rylan started dating because Rylan and Brody are best friends. When you were in track with me, you made it a lot more fun compared to this year where you didnt and its not as fun. I dont feel as motivated until Brody peps me up and I miss you. I love and appreciate everything you've done and said to me. You helped me when I was struggling over people. You gave me advice for my breakups and struggles with boys. I love you(;

Dear Jessica,
You are probably the person that's been here the longest for me. We have gone through tough times but guess what. We're still friends. Always have and always will. I remember meeting you in 7th grade. You kinda looked lost and scared in the hallway and I said Hi. Then ever since then we have been pretty good friends. You have been there through the deep times when no one else was. I think you're truly the one one who honestly understands my mind and what I've been through. I go to you for EVERYTHING. I truly thank you for everything you've done for me and sticking with me this long. I love you so much girly <3

Week 27 Song Translation

Blood in my Mouth - The Amity Affliction

This song would be about a vampire who has blood in his mouth and no one can see him and he cant see anyone for some reason. Casually when people were to look at him there's a mirror around causing the unseen.He is also confused on why no ones there but he can feel it above him.  He wishes it was all a dream but its reality. The vampire gets pretty upset throughout this song and he is explaining how life is for him and what he feels. He also talks about saying goodbye at one point which is impossible because he is already dead. He also is searching for people because he is hungry and needs more blood.

Nothing around but I can feel it
It looms above me and I still fear it
There's no-one here yet I am screaming
Buried alive, wish I was dreaming
No love could ******* save me!

No love could ******* save me!

It's far away, not far enough
I've seen it all, I've seen too much
I can't forget that crushing feeling
That I'm forever giving up

Give up!

Can I keep myself from this need to find a reason
When I'll regret the answer?
And yet I keep on searching

There's blood in my mouth, and I can't see you no
If you look back right now will you see me? Yeah
I'm sinking now and there's that feeling
That crushing weight that leaves me reeling
I'll see you there someday maybe you'll see me

Nothing around but I can feel it
It looms above me, and I still fear it
There's no-one here yet I am screaming
Buried alive, wish I was dreaming

No love could ******* save me!

No love could ******* save me!

There's fire on the bridge
The smoke is choking
The will to live is fading
My train is slowing down

There's blood in my mouth, and I can't see you no
If you look back right now will you see me? Yeah
I'm sinking now and there's that feeling
That crushing weight that leaves me reeling
I'll see you there someday maybe you'll see me

The tracks they rattle like my teeth
I'll grind them down

My bones break in time

The seeds have been sown

The river has run dry

This is my final goodbye

Goodbye, goodbye...

Can I keep myself from this need to find a reason
When I'll regret the answer?
And yet I keep on searching

There's blood in my mouth, and I can't see you no
If you look back right now will you see me? Yeah
I'm sinking now and there's that feeling
That crushing weight that leaves me reeling
I'll see you there someday maybe you'll see me

I'll see you there someday maybe you'll see me...

Week 26 Famous Last Words

There has been many times where this situation has happened to me. I finally find something perfect to say after the argument is over or I say something that changed the whole argument. For instance, when me and my parents get into arguments, I find it hard to think of anything because I'm in the heat of the moment and I cant think of anything. There was one instance this year where I wish I would have said more in this specific argument with a person at this school that happened but at the same time I'm glad I didn't say anything. But I knew that what I would say, would either hurt the other person or prolong the situation. I guess its a matter of who's gonna be the bigger person. But the moral of it all, I don't regret anything I've said because at one point I believed it was true and I'm not ashamed of the person I am today. 

Week 25 Theme Song

This would be a hard one. So many songs describe my life. I guess I would choose the lyrics from Never Alone by The Amity Affliction...

We struggle to our feet

We all yearn to be free

We fight and we're weak

We all come out and grieve

This god damn life is our disease

But we can't always ******* win

We can always turn the tide

We can all stand up and sing 'never alone'

We fight together, not alone

No matter where our bodies roam

This place is now what we call home

Never alone, never apart

We found each other in the dark

Shed our tears and fight our fears

We are one, the lonely hearts

Never alone, never apart

We found each other in the dark

Shed our tears and fight our fears

We are one, the lonely hearts

Listen, always

We'll be drowning in our grave

And we can't stand for ourself

We have to stay afloat (We struggle to breathe)

With the word that we try to believe

When I lost my home and find my way home

We can always turn the tide

And we get lost and not be blind, never alone

We fight together, not alone

No matter where I might go (This place is not away from home)

We are never, ever alone

Never alone, never apart

We found each other in the dark

Shed our tears and fight our fears

We are one, the lonely hearts

Never alone, never apart

We found each other in the dark

Shed our tears and fight our fears

We are one, the lonely hearts

We are not lost here together

We are not lost anymore

We'll turn the tide, we'll calm the storm

We are ready for war

We are ready for war

We are ready for war

We are not lost here together

We are not lost anymore

Never alone, never apart

We found each other in the dark

Shed our tears and fight our fears

We are one, the lonely hearts

Never alone, never apart

We found each other in the dark

Shed our tears and fight our fears

We are one, the lonely hearts

(END OF SONG INTO TALKING)

"Message recieved on April 12th at 3:16am"

Hello, are you there, with me?

I'm just trying to get in touch man.

I've been so *******, so ******* down lately.

Like, I don't know what's happening, I'm just so tired all of time.

Trying to sleep' I just, I just lay there quiet.

Can't speak 'cause everyone around me is passed out.

My ******* mind's raging.

Oh, hello?

I don't even know why I called.

I think it, I think it might be time for me to leave.

Call it quits, I'm sick of this.

It's the same ******* day, every day.

I think I breathe, I can't be sure though.

It's all the same now, drink, drink, drink again.

I'm sorry man, I think it, you don't want to heat this.

I'm a mess, I'm sorry man, I just don't know who to turn to.

No one really hears me, you know?

I speak, at least I think I speak, but no one hears me.

I'm stepping out.

Hello, hello?

I shouldn't have called.

(Message deleted)

The type of genre the band is, is melodic metalcore. This song would follow me around to remind people that they aren't alone and that eventually someone, somewhere will find you and care for you because they love you/care for you and who you are. I would choose these lyrics because this song is a reminder that you're never alone and growing up I had a hard time having that one person. I would often find myself alone in a bad place in my mind. That's why today, regardless of what someones done to me and their relationship with me, I'll always help them. Everyone needs someone and I'll always be that person regardless. EVEN IF THEY DONT DESERVE SOMEONE because you never know what someone's going through by the way they look/seem. 

Week 24 Inside Jokes

This inside joke started at the end of 2016 and the beginning of 2017. When I got messed with by someone that everyone knows. I shared this joke with many people who supported me. We would share pictures of graveyards or say graveyard to the people who knew about the situation. Even people who liked her or were cool with her followed along. I'm not going to say what it means but if people knew the girl and why we say it, they'd understand or could guess. It still hangs around now and then in conversations for the laughs but with the situation getting better its not mentioned as much. I don't really have inside jokes with people.

Week 23 1 Free ticket to anywhere

To be honest if I could travel anywhere for free, I would go to Europe. I would also travel in a group if it was free. The more the merrier. I would go to the beaches, mountains, lakes, and national parks. I would go to castles and palaces. I would definitely go and see the Eiffel tower. I would visit the Colosseum. I would visit the Stonehenge.  I would see the Big Ben and London eye. I'd see the leaning tower of Pisa. I would travel in a boat through Venice. I would go visit ancient things in Greece. I would go to science, art and historical museums. I would love to just walk the streets and try new foods and shop at little shops. I would love to take a camera and be a photographer and do my art there.

Week 22 Fictional aftermath

Since I'm not really into disney or fairy tales much Im going to resort to anime. I would have to say one of my favorite couples is from an anime (Ouran Highschool Host Club), Haruhi and Tamaki. They weren't really together till the very end of the anime and never came out with a season 2 so I wouldnt know what happened to them anyways. What happened in my eyes would be after the awkward kiss they had, they were teased a bit from their friends, eventually getting married and having a kid. I imagine this kid being just like his dad with a little of mom. I would imagine them going to therapy after a while with the way Tamaki acts but they would pull through together. I feel like they would be the type to stay close to their friends and have their kids grow up together in the same club they were in. Tamaki seems like he'd be the dad that would try to keep up with the trends. But in the end, they all live happily ever after.

Week 21 Celebrity Crushes

I would have to say Leigh Daniel Avidan is my celebrity crush. Hardcore. Daniel is a 37 year old, 6' 2", singer-songwriter and Youtuber. He's been in a few bands - The Northern Hues, Skyhill, Ninja Sex Party and Starbomb. He is also in Game Grumps. I'm absolutely in love with his laugh. It's the cutest thing ever. It makes me laugh and giggle all the time. I knew about this perfect human being back during March of 2015. At first I wasn't so interested in the bands and YouTube channel but within the next month I started really liking them. He is just the nicest, funniest human being there possibly could ever be. If he was wayyyy younger, I feel like I would definitely try to get to know him. He would be my best friend. Me and him have quite a bit in common such as videogames, music, the way we think and ideas. I really wish I could meet him tho ):

Week 20 7th grade

If I started 7th grade again, I would change so much in my life. I would be a little upset because I would have to go through all this life AGAIN and be treated like I'm 5 AGAIN that is unless I could fix it before I get treated like that again. All the dumb boyfriends I had and I would be a lot stronger in my relationships and life. All the relationship and goals I would make would go through instead of fail. I would know what I need to fix and what I could do to make my life better.

- I would work out more and become stronger knowing I would go far in track.
- I wouldn't talk to certain people and get so close to certain people.
- I would talk to other people sooner knowing they liked me and I liked them.
- I would save my money better and not lend certain people money.
- I would have better plans and be friends with my good close friends faster and earlier.
- I would actually go through with my set plans and goals instead of cheating them or failing to do so.
- I would help certain people and give them advice sooner so they didn't ruin their life later.
- I would tell myself to drop my boyfriend at the time because he was going to leave me for another girl.
- I would show myself my favorite band currently.
- I feel like I would tell myself to be more confident and drop the little make up I wore at the time because I don't wear it now.
- I would tell myself not to cut my hair the last few times that I did/
- I would tell myself not to do cross country and not to play basketball in high school. Play basketball in 7th/8th grade with your favorite coach.
-I would tell myself to ICE ICE ICE those shins girl. REST as well.
-I would tell myself to just relax. Life isn't that hard when you stress and let things go with the flow.
-I would also tell myself GOOD JOB on all the accomplishments that I made throughout my life. Of course without telling me what I've done.

Week 19 suprising facts about me

1. I self taught myself piano.
2. I have won a few art contests and my art was put up in a museum for a few days for the public to see.
3. I started an art/photography account on Instagram that I hope will get big so I can get known. So I'm going to do a shameless self promo... Follow me ;) --> slvartphotography
4. I run around town often.
5. I used to self teach how to hula hoop. (tricks)
6. I'm a baker.
7. I started to do art in 2012.
8. The doctors couldn't wake me up from anesthesia getting my tonsils taken out when I was 4 and so my parents freaked out and thinking they were losing me.
9. I'm trying my very best to get valedictorian and will go to the full extent of staying til 3:09 next year and even taking summer classes at ICC.
10. I'm a photographer
11. I'm trying to go to state and be the fastest around here by working out hard. This includes getting some muscles on my arms and abs along with really tone/muscular legs.
12. I'm attempting to be an Olympian in either 2024 or 2028.
13. I'm a dedicated person who will stop at nothing if someone got in my way. I will pursue my dreams and reach to full length to be who I want to be and do what I want to do with or without anyone.
14. I'm actually really shy.
15. When I get angry, heat literally comes off like 3 inches from my face.
16. I sweat A LOT.
17. I'm a night owl rather than a morning dove.
18. I want to become a civil engineer or a structural engineer. Along with a part time of art and photography
19. I listen to screamo / heavy metal and rock.
20. I got my art signed by my favorite band (The Amity Affliction)
21. I get attached to people easily and quickly
22. I fear death / what the future holds
23. I can get panicky and scared from my own thoughts
24. Im 5'9
25. I have hazel eyes. Its more brown in the day light with a little green incorporated, Then towards night or when I cry they're deep green with little brown. Someone even said they saw me with yellow in my eye color once.

Week 18 Sibling talk

So I dont like any of my siblings and dont honestly have any memories with them so I'll talk about my best friend who has literally became my sister. Lemme just list all the things I love about her..
   -She's beautiful and I love her
   -We have the longest most dumbest conversations ever
   -She doesn't go behind my back like half the people I'm "friends" with
   -I can rant to her and she wont tell a soul
   -If I dont like someone, she dont like them either
   -She lets me eat her food
   -We dont have to talk for like ever and when I finally see her, its just like the way it was when I      last saw her
Some of the memories I have with her include
   -Yesterday I hung out with her and I said "you know whats funny? ______ has no friends" and we       bursted out laughing
   -During lunch we talk about certain things and just die everytime
   -When I stay the night, we literally dont sleep and its the best.
   -Driving for hours with her a hitting an opossum
Without her IDK where I would be. She literally means everything and I wouldn't be where I am right now without her.

Week 17 Future

I was frozen and woken 1000 years from now. Childish Gambinos song became extremely popular since then. (3005 by him). I predict that Earth will be a sad sad place. I dont think there will be very much left. We might have figured out another planet to destroy. People now own unicorns as pets. Everything is computerized or metal. Oxygen is man made or we mutated to breathe something else. We also become super human. We go to school to discover our human power. When we graduate and get our diploma, our true power comes out. We can finally see all the colors possible. We also invented time travel, but no can see you and you cant change the past. We also have flying cars and sky highways. We were able to put the first building in the air. Because we were running out of land to destroy, how about the air. If none of that happens in 3005, then we destroyed ourselves because Donald Trump will kill us all.